Have you ever had that feeling there is so much information swirling around in your head that it is to much to process and you know something really important is being missed because of it?
That is me. Right now. In this moment.
I guess that is what I get for doing an abundance spell without a true and clear thought on how to get there. There are so many options for me right now that I am unsure which to pick. That in part is also my confidence, or lack of it showing again. Maybe it is I am just so tired from working all said opportunities and it is time to focus on one at a time. I know change is coming, I welcome it, but need to get a hold of the direction.
Just within the last few days so much has happened. I took the next steps in building my dream of being able to help others in a way that aligns with nature and energy flow. I took a stand for self and began trimming down my commitments that have been taking me away from my path. Guess you could say it was a challenge of sorts.
With Ostara next week and it being a time for new beginnings , renewal and creativity. It is a time of letting go of habits that are holding back and plant the seeds for the habits and year to come. Mother Earth is awakening and growing stronger every day. The sun shines more and more bring forth it’s life giving energy. Now is a time to pick what that energy is going into.
For me, my energy needs to go into growing me and creating the best life I can for my kids. For a long time I and my family have been in a waiting place, a place where nothing was quiet right and everything held a cloud of doubt and worry. My focus is now bringing us to a place of happiness and confidence. My energy goes to growth of these seeds. Weeds are not happening in my garden this year.
I know a weed is a plant growing were we don’t want them, but it the weeds that tend to take away our focus from the others. The draw our energy. they frustrate and distract. This yer they are not welcome. I have a plan and I am sticking to it.